I have taken a deep breath and layed back.....Screw it!  I am not letting anyone get to me.  I have not had anyone tell me what to do and not do in 4 years I am not starting now.  I had a little help seeing the light and to my friend I would like to say THANK YOU!!! 

On to better things I am fixing to get my truck's breaks fixed and I am going to install a CD played and Heading out of town.  I figure the best thing for me right now would be to get out of town for a few days see my sister and a few friends....Take in some FRESH air....lol!  I will update you soon thanks for listening to my rants. 

Hope everyone is having a great day I am!  =)

Well, it has been a while....and SOOOOO much has happened.  It is a new year and like I was telling a few of you I was NOT putting up with the drama!  I have gotten rid of a best friend that I have had for YEARS.  I am not 13 anymore and I don't want her crap.  She was all upset that her family life got turned upside down.....what do you expect when you have a old man at home and are seeing someone on the side.  She got busted after years of 'playing the game' and it was funny.  That wasn't good enough for her she had to start more crap, I finally washed my hands of her.

Has anyone ever found a guy that DOES NOT TRUST at all?  I have found one.  It is so frustrating....Laura (like a daughter) turned 22 Friday so everyone was talking about going to dinner.  I was all for that, then they started talking about going out to a club....I was for that.  Being the honest person that I am texted him to tell him.  He was NOT happy.  So I decided to ride around with them then drop them at the club.  I went back home and stayed there tell they called and went to pick them up.  He is still mad cause he will not believe that I was at home and not the club....*PULLS OUT HAIR* I am just so tired.  It is crazy really.

Well, on to better news the kids go back to school after a 3 day weekend.  I can't complain to much I guess they have been pretty good.  Hope that everyone is have a better year then me.  =)  I guess I am finally done ranting!  Talk to you guys soon!~

Things are a little better. I have one of the kids back in school. Mike goes back tomorrow. It was so cute this morning Courtney was getting ready for school and Mike flipped. "Mom, why can't I go to school. I will be good." It was so funny. I had a hard time making him believe that his school was out tell tomorrow.

Courtney got her report card today and everything was perfect except her behavior...I am a little down about that. But all in all it was very good.

Hope everyone is doing fine. TTFN~

You guys are not going to believe this. Let me rave about my New Year day....

We always take down Christmas on New Years day. So I took the kids to a friends and left them with her then went back home. I started putting things away. I was almost done and I heard a crash. I went to my room and a full length mirror I JUST got fell off the dresser and shattered. While I was picking it up I cut my hand. Then I went to vacume and lost half the power in the house.....called a friend and he came over. After a hour I was the one that found the problem. So it was heck of a day. There was a few other things but not as much as this...lol!

Hope everyone else had a great day! TTFN~

Seems like it has been forever since I have been here. I am so sorry!!! I have had so much drama this month. Kids, Christmas, family, a LOT of things to think about when it comes to friends, and a new guy that I am talking to. Shakey to say the least. I am just so tired....

Anyway, I stopped by to say hello to everyone and I sure hope everyone had a great christmas. I can't wait to get the new year going and kiss this one good bye. Hope to talk to you all soon....... =)

RANTING BELOW!!!!!

I was in such a good mood yesterday. Then by last night it was kinda deflated. My friend is throwing a little get together tomorrow at 12:00 and I was wanting to bring another friend with me. She was like ok, the more the better. Well, the friend I was going to take with me her husband decided that she needs to stay home with him.......WHATEVER! So now this is my plans for Monday!! : Get up get ready, Get kids up, get them ready. Drive 7 miles out of my way pick up my friend. Drive 23 miles to take my kids to there different schools. Go pay layaway, go to Michaels (craft store), Go deal with the insurance on my car, take her to deal with the insurance on her cars. go to the bank. Drive 23 miles back to her house, then drive 18 miles back to where I just come from go to the party get Bug get Haley and then finally go home. Cook for everyone, Get dressed (all while watching a baby that has learned to crawl and get into everything) Then drive 7 miles out of my way again to drop Haley off then 20 miles back to where I was earlier to meet with my friends to have dinner and go watch New Moon. The bad part is after all that I have to go pick Haley up and I get to keep her for the night!!!! I am stressed just thinking about it.

RANT IS OVER!!!

So, the kids have been doing great. MIke is getting pretty good grades is school and now that he is back on his meds he is back to making 100's in his conduct. Courtney is doing wonderful in school....but her attitude at home is something less desirable. I can't wait for her to get out of this stage! I have been getting on the computer less and less cause it keeps messing up so I am ready to throw it out the door. Other then that life is life and there is nothing more to say.

Have a great holiday everyone! :)

Well, we have had a very interesting weekend.  I got Friday night kid free.  Laura went back to her house after staying with me for 2 weeks and decided to keep the kids Friday night.  I slept in tell 9:00 Saturday morning and then find out that my kids are doing a car wash for the church to raise money for a roof.  Courtney did a wonderful job she was getting ppl to make donations left and right.  There group made over 600.00 and Courtney pushed a lot of that herself.  I am so proud!!  She is feeling the pain today though.  It was sunny with overcast untill around 4 yesterday.  They left at 2 and she is burnt...lol!  Michael was upset that they only washed 6 cars, he was having a blast.  When he got home he was soaked to the bone.  I got them home feed them put them to bed and they were gone....lol!

Today we are relaxing and I finally done it! I finished my story if you would like to read it you can read it here....... 

( (Family First) )Well, I hope you all had a great weekend.  Talk to you soon~

Well, as many of you know today is my birthday.  It has started out with Laura (like a daughter to me) texting me the Birthday song.  My mother nor either of my kids wished me a Happy Birthday.  Then I had to call a friend of mine and he didn't wish me a Happy Birthday either (sad day).  But, the day isn't over.  I would like to thank everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday!!  That was VERY nice of you.  I don't have anything big planned this weekend, BUT I do have something planned for the first weekend in September.  Laura is taking me to dinner, starbucks, a movie and she is special ordering me a Bella and Edward cake.  She is the sweetest girl!

I have to go for now I have to get the house straightened up while there is no one here but me.  Have a great weekend everyone!  :) 

Thank you nival_vixen for your birthday wish!  I am going to spend the day relaxing. 
I wont be celebrating tell the 1st weekend in September.   But I can already tell that I am going to have a great time!  :)

I am enjoying the peace and quiet!!!  :)

Well, his first day went well.  They have them on a point system (better known as a bribe).  They start the week off at 100 points and if they have 85 or more at the end of the week they get a prize.  How is that for bribery.....lol!  Mike came home with minus 3 points for talking in the hall.  I hope that today is better. 

( Mike )

Well,  the summer starts!  The kids are finally out of school.  It has been raining for days and they are tired of being inside.  Mike graduated K. I was shocked and happy.  I will have to work with him the summer to get him ready for first grade.  Courtney passed 1st grade without a problem and she can't wait to start the next year. 

We are planning a summer of not going anywhere tell late July or early August.  I will be becoming a great Aunt.  My nephew and his girlfriend are expecting a baby, and I already have a trunk full of stuff to take down there for them.

Well, I hope that everyone is doing fine.  Talk to you soon!  :)